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Personal Note: I got up this morning and was sore. Now I remember what happened last night. I'm not totally sure why I'm putting all this down, or even adding this note. I knew last night that I would tell you, but this morning I hesitate and yet I'm doing it. Yet, I know that I can't and won't hide anything from you. Or maybe it's because I want to clear my conscience. I honestly don't know. I know you told that you wanted me to share with you my experiences when I played with my toys. I hope you get some pleasure out of this also. I know you said it would be all right if I did this now, before we're together. Yet I still find it hard to believe that this doesn't bother or hurt you. I know I would be jealous, yet would understand. What more can I say, other than it's just one of the many reasons that I Love You.
I don't know why I went into the chat room. The old gang isn't around much anymore, and there's usually not much going on, but nonetheless, I did. As the list of names came up, a big smile covered my face. A very good friend is there. I say hi, and we make small talk, catching up on each other lives. I then tell him that I've been busy, that 1 have something new. He eagerly asks what, and correctly guesses a new story. He asks me to send it to him immediately, and I do so, waiting patiently as he reads it. I get his usual response of "Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn that was good." Oh course, it made him hard as he read it. He then tells me that he needs to go cool off. We both laugh and he says he's going to take a cold shower. I joke with him about not having any hot water. He only replies that he has two choices to cool down, one, he can take a cold shower, or two phone sex. I correct him and remind him there is a third way - to have ice cold water thrown on his fur. We both laugh. I'm not sure what came over me, but I tell him that my husband is at work for at least another hour.
He comes back with "Well, what are you saying?" 1 become tongue
at myself for even thinking of doing this with him again. He drums his
fingers on the desk, "Well, I'm waiting. What's it going to be?"
"If I say no, I'll hate myself," 1 say and think '1 know how good it
with you." He laughs. "If I say
Before I know it I'm giving him my phone number again.
He asks me if I have my toys with me and I tell him no, but I can get them. He instructs me to get my largest dildo and have it slid all the way in when he calls, and to have a butt plug and my nipple clamps in place also. I tell him that it will take me a few minutes. "You have five minutes then I'm calling," he states.
I hurriedly shut down the computer, TV, lock the back door, get undressed as I pull my toys out and put them in place. I'm just lying down when the phone rings.
"Is everything as I requested?" he questions.
"Yes," I reply.
"Ok, now, sit up. Make sure that you're sitting on your dildo." I do so and can feel how full I am.
"Are the nipple clamps tight?" he asks.
"Well................ ," I whine.
"Tighten them. All the way," he commands. I hesitate and he can tell. "Do it," he demands. I proceed to tighten them fully, as I whimper in pain. "Now, lay down. Pull the dildo almost all the way out." He has me hold it there for an antagonizingly long period of time, before telling me, "Now, start fucking yourself."
I moan in response as I feel the head stroking my g-spot. I close my eyes and can actually feel him pumping in and out of me. I can't believe how turned on I am by this. I still can't believe that I am actually doing as he tells me. It must be the sub in me hearing the Dom in his voice.
"Do you want to cum?" he queries.
"Pleaseeeeee," I beg, "but I didn't want to ask because I figured that you'd make me wait longer."
"Don't cum until you have my permission," he asserts. I can hear him stroking himself.
"I know, but what if I did?" I challenge.
"Then you'll be punished," he states.
"But I like punishment," I say as I laugh softly.
"You won't like this," he says firmly.
"You are so unfair," I tell him as my moans continue to grow louder as he tells me to do it harder. Between the stimulation to my sweet spot and the contact that it's making with my clit, I'm about to lose control.
"Harder," he says and hears me moan at the increased rate.
"I love it like that," I comment.
He asks again, "Do you want to cum?"
"Pleaseeeeeee," I beg shamelessly.
"Alright, then cum now," he orders me. Hearing the words is all that I need as I moan incoherently in pleasure. He waits several minutes until I've come down a bit before saying, "I didn't tell you to stop." I resume my motions. "What other toys do you have? I'll bet you've got them all on the bed right now," he says with a little laugh.
"Actually, they are under the bed." I can hear that he is slightly confused. "They are all in a gun case," I utter.
"What else do you have?" he inquires again.
"Well, I have a couple of vibrators," I respond.
I roll over and pull out one. "I can only get one cause it's the only one with batteries," I reply with a laugh.
"Ok, now, pull out the butt plug." I comply with his request, having an idea of what he's planning to have me do. "Now, slide the vibrator in your ass all the way." I start to complain, but he tells me firmly, "Do it." I comply with no further protests. I moan as I slide it in deep. "Now, start fucking yourself." He can hear me moaning at the pleasure I'm receiving. Seems he can tell that I want to cum again too, because he asks me, but then tells me "not yet." I continue as he tells me "harder", getting closer and closer to the point of no return. Finally he tells me, "Cum for me now, and I want you to tell me when you do."
I let my release happen, shaking more than the first time.
"Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................ I'm cumming," I moan. As I come down I continue to move it slowly in and out of my tight ass.
"Turn it on," he commands. "Now, leave it in place and fuck yourself with the dildo." I do as he says, again getting closer to orgasm, faster this time though.
"Pleaseeeeee, let me cum," I beg.
"Not yet," he replies. "Harder, fuck yourself harder." I do as he says, for it seems that I have no control over myself. His voice has total control over me. "Rub your clit." I begin and almost can't hold back. "Alright, now leave the one in your pussy, and fuck your ass again." I comply and get rewarded when he says, "Cum, now."
Again, I let go and cum loudly for him. Hearing him stroke himself has turned me on even more. "I don't know how much more I can take," I say as I'm starting to tire.
"You'll take more. Take the vibrator out of your ass and put the dildo from your pussy in its place." I moan in protest. "Do it, now," he commands firmly.
"I can't," I whine, "it's too big."
He pauses for a minute. "Alright, put in back in your pussy and the vibrator back in your ass. Turn it on and fuck yourself, hard, with both of them. I have a challenge for you. I'm going to count to ten and you better have come by then. One, two, three." I'm pumping the dildo in and out of me, climbing fast. "Four, five, six, seven," he continues as he hears me moaning. I am almost there and running out of time. "Eight, nine," he says as I release and come loudly, my body quivering all over. "Ten," he finishes. "I'm glad to see that you made it," he says.
"And what if I hadn't?" I query
"Punishment," he states flatly. "Now, push them both all the way in. Now leave them there, but don't touch them. You said I was unfair. Well, you're going to find out how unfair I can be. You're going to have to stay like that while you listen to me cum, but you can't cum. Is that understood?"
"Yes," I reply, partially in disbelief. I can hear his moans getting louder as he strokes himself faster. 'Oh, how I want to cum. To move them and get some of the satisfaction that he's getting,' I think, but I don't touch them. I can tell that's he's close.
"Do you want to cum?" he inquires, knowing that I do.
"Alright then, slide them both in an out. Fuck yourself," he says in between moans. I do as he tells me and before I know it he's coming and that's all I need to hear to push me over with him. My moans of pleasure join his. Slowly we both come down from our shared experience. "Do you like how unfair I am?" he asks lightly.
"Oh, yes," I eagerly reply
We continue to talk for a while, until I eventually tell him that I should get off the phone since my husband will be home soon. We say our goodbyes and I hang up. I crawl into bed, thinking of him, and how much I would really like to have sex with him. I would have to emotionally distance myself from him though, if that is possible in an act this intimate and personal, because of my love for another man. I think of my prince, who's sleeping now, and wish I were with him now. I Love him so much, more than words can express. I wonder, would my desire to be in bed with this other man diminish or disappear if I were with my true love right now? Guess I'll have to wait to find out. I close my eyes and feel my baby's arms holding me tight against him. I feel so secure now and can drift off to sleep complete content.